A few words for you, you have a negative mindset. Pls change your thinking to positive side. Ppls in this world always look down each other, even in families members. Your life is in your hand, think positive to move forward to gain good merit in your life, Heaven will always watching you and your future.. yes, sometime you met some bullies, some one look down on you because you are low educate or even there is something wrong about fate, but will determine will, you can turn everything into positive view. Pls see everyday is a new good day, the past cant bring to today or tomorrow future. Just let it go. You always clinging the negative till today because your heart cant let go about past..
Rent some wealth fetching, good relationship and evil fend off amulet, wear it, maybe it can try to help you life smoothly. Do not Rent black magic into your life as will affect your future. Ppl always say, do good deed, pay good life, do bad deed, you will suffer in another life.