Just call xiao di me, Dean. Currently 22yrs old. 4-5 years back, i did rent quite many amulet which i think are factory made. Because that time too 'chong dong' never think properly anyhow rent. That time i lose faith with god, because my problem didn't solve. Recently got quite alots of problem rising, from family to relationship. And after browsing around the forum, i learnt many things from some bros words. I want to commit to being good buddhist again. And i hope that he can forgive me, for this is like 临时抱佛脚(to hug the leg of Buddha at the last moment. To express a last minute action/effort by someone that cannot salvage a situation.) I need advice from bros here too.